Sunday, September 25, 2011

I'm Worse At What I Do Best


Something very subtle happened this weekend, subtle and tragic.  I officially became old.
This weekend is the twenty year anniversary of the release of Nirvana’s First label-backed album, “Never Mind”.  I’m not old because I remember the release.  I’m old because, at the time, I was old enough to be one of the musician’s who thought, “What!?  They picked those punks to be the vanguard of the Seattle Sound!?”  Everyone I knew agreed that they were talented but not really ready yet … and they didn’t have enough experience.
My wife and kids think it’s funny when I talk about the good old days of the Seattle scene.  It’s funny to them that the guy I am now could have rubbed shoulders with people that became legendary.  And that’s actually a good thing because the early years of the Seattle music scene – what some people named the “Grunge” scene – were different from any other music scene I know of, with the possible exception of the Hamburg scene in the late 50’s and early 60’s (here), and the Nashville/Memphis scene from the same time period.
The Seattle music scene in the late ‘80’s and early ‘90’s was more like a group of people who never expected to be famous.  The resulting attitude created something magical.  There are so many stories about people bumping into Eddie Vedder and spilling his beer, which only resulted in him buying the next round and asking you to sit at his table.  Or stories about sitting in American Music trying out a Gretsch and talking it over with Chris Cornell.  Or sharing a table with Jon Auer at the Still Life.
The attitude of Seattle was not the arrogance of King Making – for the most part – it was an attitude of commonality, community … of a unity that meant something beyond success.  Everyone was in this thing together. 
So there it was.  Nirvana was taking over the world; even though “10” came out a month before it, even though “Man In The Box” was a hit the year before, and even though many of us thought Nirvana was NOT the Seattle Sound.  Most people I knew thought The Fastbacks or Mudhoney were much better vanguards.  But there it was: Kurt Cobain was now what everyone in the world thought of when they heard “Seattle.”
Nirvana did, in fact, pave the way for many many bands and everyone who made a dollar from music in those days should be at least a little grateful … even if we might quibble about the particulars.
But in thinking back on it all this weekend I was struck by how many people I remembered being so very pivotal to the Seattle Scene but who never really got noticed.  So tonight I would like to raise my glass and send one out to my Home Town Heroes.  Some are famous, and some are not but in true Seattle tradition they all share an equal part of the praise.
The names that follow are responsible in part for making me who I am, but I would say they had a part in making many others, including some now-famous people, who they are also.            
Thank you one and all!

A piece of me will always belong to you all - and that deep cold Puget Sound.
And Kurt, rest in peace man.